opening up about my past with drugs | christian vlogger

Hi Vivian! My testimony is similar to yours. Prior to coming to Jesus, I was empty. My life was meaningless. I tried to fill the void with everything the world had to offer. I turned to sex, alcohol, and drugs. I almost got an abortion when I found out I was pregnant at 22, but praise God, He spoke to me and said NO. YOU ARE NOT GETTING AN ABORTION. 7 years later, I'm sober and walking in purity. I'm saved and raising my daughter in the ways of the Lord 🥲 I didn't KNOW, but God did. He foreknew, foreseen, and foreordained. God is so good and faithful! God bless you my sister. 🙏🏼💗

i grew up in a christian home. but in my teens I left the church. I listened to a lot of rock music and watched a lot of horror movies and it made me very negative and suicidal. Last year I started to seek God more and ask for my deliverance and by watching an online deliverance service, I felt my mental freedom. And it's been about 8 months since I've listened to world music. I try my best to feed my mind only with good things and God. and a total transformation is already taking place in my way of thinking. music and movies have a big influence on us and we don't even know it.

Almost 2 months sober from weed and 3 years sober from harder drugs like MDMA, coke, adderall, etc! The weed was hardest to give up but I finally did!! HE CAN SET YOU FREE!

I've never done drugs and ive only drank alcohol once and decided that wasn't for me. However, my struggle was sexual sin, fornication, masturbation, and porn. Also, horror movies and not so good secular music. I'm thankful to have been delivered from that. It will be a year since I've been saved when May comes.

I started smoking pot at 13 everyday for 2 years straight. I heard God’s audible voice an that’s what saved me. God is Good 🙌🏽

I was craving nicotine SO bad this past week after quitting for 8 months. I even tried drinking after years of quitting yesterday to curb the cravings (I've never been dependent on alcohol luckily so it has always been easy to put down). I ended up breaking out in hives after 2 sips and this has never happened to me in the past. I've always been a "heavier" drinker. And my husband has to take the car for work every morning and comes back late and there's no way I'm purchasing a pack while he's with me. I could never let him down like that. I couldn't sleep at all because of the cravings but this video popped up. The Holy Spirit is working with you Vivian. It reminded me that I had to stop looking at the world, humble myself and really PRAY this time. This really helped to me turn back to God again! He is a JEALOUS and LOVING God ❤

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I grew up with Christian roots. I had seasons where I would be doing different things, some seasons it would be weed and cocaine and alcohol or just opiates and weed, then I went to molly and E and weed every single day like all day long for a couple months I was on that but God SET ME FREE! I started to turn into a hypochondriac and my peace was gone and when I had no more peace I knew where to go I went straight back to the Lord and here I am, transformed and restored! My marriage restored and with a beautiful baby boy 👦💙💙💙💙 congrats to you girl ❤

Hey yessss I have been following you for a year. I remember when you would post videos about the Bible and just your videos in general. I would feel the spirit through the videos. [Before] You will get back to that place. Glory to God. Yess we must remain close to God. Happy you're figuring things out. Amen. It's Definitely a journey. At times we wonder off and or stray away from God. But no one is perfect. You will get back to that place! Amen

I struggled with a cocaine addiction for a short period of time. My dad used to use as well and sell and I got caught right into it. Eventually it got to an accidental use of snorting meth and I went through a crazy come down and got fed up with where that party life was taking me.

I struggled heavily with weed and right before I got set free I was beginning to become obsessed with cigarettes and ketamine. But I was taking MD (molly), psychedelics and coke sometimes. My husband was a dealer. We both got radically set free but backslid into weed last year after a year and a half sober. Drugs are so serious and if you have a family history of addiction, it becomes a huge stronghold. I personally am still dealing with insecurity with the way I look from some traumatic experiences I had on mushrooms.

I love you viv. God has helped me a lot through your testimonies. I am a christian too. But when I sometimes slide back I watch your videos and it helps me a lot. I'm your brother from the other side of the world Ethiopia. God has also delivered me from cigarette, khat a local drug which is chewed to get hyped, clubs, and porn. Thank you for sharing your story. I always recommend your channel for people who need to hear your story. I love you, and thank you for your testimonies.

I was just thinking… I miss my friend Vivian 😂

You are a great encouragement to my faith! Thank you!

I love you so much. I found your first video about your struggle with laziness a long while back, and it's only God that I came across it again. I have really struggled with laziness along with adhd, depression, anxiety, and ptsd so pointing out how much of it is actually laziness has been hard to discern. However, I know that I've been lazy in one area too many and your videos have helped me get my toosh moving! I feel like your videos are a course study, lol, maybe it should be! God bless you girl! Keep serving the Lord in all He's called you to do!!

Thank you Vivian. Your cat Cocoa is so cute hiding under the table. 🙏

Thank you for the encouragement Vivian, I appreciate about the heart check because recently I have been feeling off like I need to take it up with God regarding my heart and this spoke to me thanks, God is good

I have the same litter box for my cat!! Best "decor" ever haha I also noticed it helps with centralizing the odours too

Great vlog!!! Enjoyed it. Good testimony. Cute coffee ☕️ kitten. God bless you and your family 👪.... beautiful 😍 as always ❤️ 🙏 ♥️

Thank you! Keep on pressing into God and what He’s called you to do!