my struggle with overthinking
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Published 2019-05-02
i've always been someone that tends to overthink. since my car accident 4 months ago, it's gotten a lot worse. most of you say i come off as really strong, but honestly it's really been a struggle to believe it and live it out. however, i think i'm in a much better mindset now and am ready to start talking more about my mental journey!
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i want to start this new series, probably titled "literally br(ok)en" or 'temporarily broken', comment any other ideas or if you like those! here's how i plan on doing it: tell my story in regards to the topic of the video, compare what i felt & how i reacted in the beginning, with how i feel about it now. and then try to outline why i think the changes happened, and point out anything important iโve learned and now believe in. then acknowledge the areas that i still struggle with processing & dealing with. then hopefully people can feel comfortable to leave a comment about what they have to say about the topic. or everyone can respond to each otherโs comments as well if thereโs any confusion, or just to give affirmation. THE POINT IS: so when strangers who are looking for answers or looking for comfort, stumble upon my video, theyโre met with a forum of people offering their take. and maybe it will help them or at least make them feel less alone!
if you know me in real life or you wish to contribute - PLEASE MESSAGE ME! I'd love to have discussions with you & learn from you before I film about a certain topic! also, it'd mean a lot if you could share this video with your friends ๐
thank you so much for your support!
love, rae.
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name: rachel nielsen | age: 19 | location: jakarta, indonesia | ethnicity: half indonesian half danish
camera: canon g7x mark ii | editing: iMovie
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All Comments (21)
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This is one of the most emotional and serious video of Rachel I've seen omg. God bless you and stayyy strongg !! That quote where you said "life is fair because life is unfair to everyone" hit me deep. Overthinking honestly kills tbh, but sometimes you really just gotta fight those thoughts off and it may sound really hard, but it's possible. Sometimes I like to think to myself that everything happens for a reason and it moulds you into the person you are today and everyday is a challenge. There is always a negative side for everything, but sometimes you have to search for the positive side to see it. I also like to think that some things are the challenges that God has given us with to see which paths in life we are going to choose. Life can be so simple and beautiful, but also so complicated and painful. Yikes, it really be like that sometimes xD Keep it up Rachel !! ๐๐๐๐๐
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uGH CANT WAIT FOR THE SERIES!!!!
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damn rae this video was beautifully edited and so fckng emotional... i'm so proud of you for bouncing back up after the accident... i'm praying for you girl... ๐๐๐
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Aw bby, this breaks my heart. But youโre a strong girly, donโt let these thoughts get to you! โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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๐!!!! im truly inspired by you & i cant wait to see how far you've come!!!!! lots of love
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๐ always excited for u vid Rachel love u xoxo
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You are so strong rachel. Everyone fights their battle. Me too. After rain there's rainbow right. Cheer up sisโค.
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I relate to this video sooo much omg๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ thank you for making this you are soooo braveโค๏ธ
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You are so strong and I am so proud of you!
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so so proud of you for being able to share this!! you're honestly one of the bravest girls I know and continue to inspire me. you got this!!
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UGH I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE REST OF THE SERIES :)
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proud of u for sharing ur story โค๏ธ
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I had to go back and watch this!! Looking forward to seeing more ๐
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i cried at the beginning omg, really gotta meet when im in indo i want to give you a hug like a BIG hug๐ญโค๏ธ
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๐ You are so strong! wow I LOVE your videossss :)
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this literally brought tears to my eyes ๐ข๐ญ i rlly respect you for how honest and real you were in this video and that makes me love you even moree โค๏ธโค๏ธ stay strongg rach!!
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omg u're the strongest gurl ive ever seen๐ข and this video truly brought tears to my eyes๐ญ. we love you!! ๐๐๐
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you are so strong queen and to be keeping up with youtube proud of you Rachael
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this is so powerful and emotional, I couldn't imagine what you were thinking when it happened but I'm glad you gave us a glimpse of it
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Love this idea! ๐๐๐
