my struggle with overthinking

This is one of the most emotional and serious video of Rachel I've seen omg. God bless you and stayyy strongg !! That quote where you said "life is fair because life is unfair to everyone" hit me deep. Overthinking honestly kills tbh, but sometimes you really just gotta fight those thoughts off and it may sound really hard, but it's possible. Sometimes I like to think to myself that everything happens for a reason and it moulds you into the person you are today and everyday is a challenge. There is always a negative side for everything, but sometimes you have to search for the positive side to see it. I also like to think that some things are the challenges that God has given us with to see which paths in life we are going to choose. Life can be so simple and beautiful, but also so complicated and painful. Yikes, it really be like that sometimes xD Keep it up Rachel !! 💙💙💙💙💙

uGH CANT WAIT FOR THE SERIES!!!!

damn rae this video was beautifully edited and so fckng emotional... i'm so proud of you for bouncing back up after the accident... i'm praying for you girl... 💛💛💛

that lighting is giving me the billie eilish bad guy vibes. Im sorry for you Rachel. Remember, everything happens for a reason. If the car accident didn’t happen imagine what else could have happened? If you didn’t get in the car crash, something would still go wrong either if it was small or big. Cause sis my life is crippled! Love you Rachel!

I am so proud of you Rachel🌹

I feel you. That’s all my fears to.❤️😞

💛 always excited for u vid Rachel love u xoxo

UGH I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE REST OF THE SERIES :)

Love this idea! 💛💛💛

Aw bby, this breaks my heart. But you’re a strong girly, don’t let these thoughts get to you! ❤️❤️

Hey this was really great! It's strange how I can relate to your thoughts when over thinking even though nothing like this has happened to me. I just want to tell you to stay strong. And every time you have these kinds of nights, tell yourself that those are normal thoughts. They help you heal. That you should be okay with having those thoughts. (that helps me when I'm over thinking) I love you and your channel a lot a lot (it kind of makes me sad that you don't have more subscribers because of how aesthetic and amazing your videos are). But, I'm sure that one day all of a sudden your channel is gonna blow up, I have that feeling lol ❤💞💕

You are so strong rachel. Everyone fights their battle. Me too. After rain there's rainbow right. Cheer up sis❤.

Hi Rachel, this is a very thoughtful, exceptional video. You are amazing. I think before a major trauma we think we know and can control our future. When something happens, we maybe see that isn't the case, start to feel alone, and think maybe no one can relate...Again, such a great video.

this literally brought tears to my eyes 😢😭 i rlly respect you for how honest and real you were in this video and that makes me love you even moree ❤️❤️ stay strongg rach!!

This is so heartbreaking 💔

Thank you for opening up. Some of us have gone through the same struggle or have a different story. I’ve definitely gone through the same thing with bullying and suicide. And the question has always been “why me?”, Why was I born with a learning disability, what if I majored in economics? my parents would’ve been more proud of me. Why is it that no matter how hard I try, it doesn’t reflect on my grades? Life isnt perfect, bad things can happen very unexpectedly and only you have control of how you could react to this. You have the choice to go through it, or go around it and still have to deal with it later in life. Your actions can also be based on your beliefs, some people may have different ways to deal with this, some people discover things and it helped them cope with anxiety. Everyone has different ways to deal with this. I’ve dealt it through discovering ice hockey, and constantly drawing every single day, even if my teachers hated me for it. At the end, I turned my leisure into my career. Lesson for anyone is to know that YOU ARE LOVED and YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Talk to someone if you need help. If you need help adjusting, I’m here to help. Stay strong, you’ll get there and you’ll look back at how far you’ve gone.

all the yellow hearts for you ✨⚡️💛

💛 You are so strong! wow I LOVE your videossss :)

💛💛💛💛💛 you are beautiful and special, and this I’ve known since I met you😊. You have a unique perspective and the fact that you are sharing such personal stuff will make a difference❤️. You are not alone, and I’m not alone, and the two woman aren’t alone. We just need to be brave enough to speak up about it. Thank you Rachel, for being such an inspiration💛🧸

💛💛💛You’re amazing