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Don't delete this! I stopped smoking weed last week because I felt unproductive. This podcast was so timely. I notice I'm more clear headed too.

Charlotte you are my favorite podcaster ever. I dont know what it is exactly i think its just how truly authentic you are and your great advice.

It could be a good thing that you’re contractually obligated to create. Because it forces you to take action and create something. Otherwise you might get stuck. Movement is creativity. You’re very good at being real. Not many Youtubers have the guts to reveal weakness or be vulnerable, and make it look entertaining. You give mental health a face we can relate to. Which helps people to cope with their own issues. When you run out of things to talk about, comment on trends or videos that other Youtubers have made, or random news stories. People love commentary content because it helps them interpret and understand life.

I stopped smoking weed for about 10 months now because i kept having sever panic attacks and paranoia. I use to use it for my anxiety which worked for while but then it made my anxiety 100 times worse overtime. I feel more clearer and peaceful now that im off it but i do miss the routine of smoking

On the Charlotte vs. Briar conflict: I think I may be able to offer a helpful perspective in regards to your name(s?): In certain parts of India there is a cultural practice where when someone is born they are given a name which their family and those who come to know them during this time will call them by and then at a certain age around early adolescence they are given another name called a “good name” which is a name that they will go by in society. It sounds to me like for all effective purposes, at least for this metaphor im painting here, Charlotte is your good name while Briar is the name you were born with. For people in India this is a practice by which people would be familiar with. However for Indians who grow up first or second generation in another country such as America the people at school or work would have no idea that they are calling you by a name which is different than what your family or those in childhood called you. For some people who are in that situation they feel almost like they have a double life or that their is a distinction in the name they go and perhaps different personality traits they might exhibit and can be in a confusion as to what name they should go by or that best represents them. In certain religions their are deities which have millions of names and they are all valid ways of referring to the same entity. Perhaps a name is not a DEFINITION but is rather a REPRESENTATION and if thats true their can be multiple ways of representing the same thing or person. For example the way you act with your family might differ than the way you act with friends or at work however that doesn’t necessarily mean that any one of those is more or less you than the other, its all you just different representations of the same entity/person. Either that or im a dork but either way hope this was of some value or that is sparks some new idea or perspective on the matter.

Please do an episode with ryley! I’ve always wanted to know more about her she’s so so so cool like her tumblr n everything

Charlotte, I too, have felt the need to quit weed. Let me tell you something, it’s not the easiest thing to do. However, it’s not impossible. I start by taking it day by day. I’m wishing you the best of luck on your journey. Once again, I love your podcasts. You kill it every time.

you’re the best podcast host for me. i just love listening to you talking and appreciate you keep doing this<3 also, i’d like you to do something like relationship q&a someday cuz i have relationship issue now and i think it’ll be so nice if i can get your advice/thoughts on it! luv you charlotte🐇❤️

You have the power and control of your own path. Make the most out of the rest of your contract here then move on. Just continue to be true. My advice, keep your names and just float around. Some of us will call you Charlotte, some will call you Briar. We will continue to come to your pod❤🙏

We love the podcasts, its just a place to openly talk, also we can relate to this alot, me personally just quit weed too, also too sleep, also was an untamed child and did what I want, so much freedom, a true love hate relationship with yourself and myself too, please keep doing there even if you dont have a contract, PLEASE

Charlotte! I love this! You are doing absolutely great on each podcast. Keep it up! You are the best!

Smoking weed only once every few months hits so different it’s so worth the wait! I hope you can sleep tho that really sucks :(

I stopped smoking 5 months ago after 9 years of heating it almost daily, i felt energetically heavy, tired and my teeth were starting to get stained… vanity for me is healthy cuz whenever i see my body affected in a negative way then is when i realize i need to stop a harmful pattern. Its not about anti aging even, its just about aging gracefully and feeling i did what i could with what i knew to take the best care of myself, i deserve dis… What i was smoking i turned into a cannabis infused coconut oil edible, whenever i get the craving for experiencing life in another creative form i eat a tablespoon, its like eating vitamins cause the only ingredients are coconut oil and the magical & nutritious flower lol. Smoking is so practical to abuse cause its very easy and u wear of the high in about an hour and a half, dats not the case with edibles; its not very common to have 6 hours ish of time to spend being high everyday and the willingness to feel heavy after it, turns out i end up taking my spoonful maybe once every two weeks… sometimes more less, i feel healthier

I have found CBD gummies work well when I can't sleep. I figured they wouldn't do anything but was honestly surprised.

I love how open you are

When your eating something yummy and watching and then she says she shouldn’t have a podcast 😳😳😳😳 like girl this is my comfort

charlotte wtf i was just making a pros and cons list of smoking weed everyday. i’ve smoked everyday for 3 years and i just rely so heavily on it every single night & i’m really wanting to stop… i suppose this is my sign. thank u😘

where did you get your dress from, it's so pretty <3

I’m the same with alcohol lol. My friends can never tell when I’m drunk haha

Hii would you mind sharing where you get your night clothes from? 😊