No. Dont do that.

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"No. Dont do that." I wish I listened.

I’m just casually rocking back and forth to this while venting to an ai. If that doesn’t tell you more about me than my parents know, I don’t know what does!

i like how this isn't some "you are done with everything" or "songs to cry yourself to sleep too", it's just a stern "don't do it."...like...why do i love it

It touched me that people were comforting each other anonymously. When you are alone like this, turn your head to the sky and smile by looking at the moon that shines inside you...

"no! dont take this away from me! im finally found myself you cant do that!"

when you realize that how your parents treat you isn't normal:

ive been told it gets better, and i say the same to everyone else who is struggling around me because im sure it does. but just for them. it has been over 5 years, im getting worse and worse, my family is fine, we have ups and down, my friends are perfectly fine, im there for them. i know exactly what i need to do to get better, but i cant bring myself to do so. i cant bring myself to stop my addiction, i cant bring myself to distract myself from thoughts. i let it happen, its like i dont even care anymore.

This is nice, if I had headphones I'd listen to this when I walk alone in the rain! not in a depressing way. I just genuinely enjoy walking alone, especially if it's raining, nice and quite you know?

"no bro, like.. what if, i actually dont deserve being all this happy. what if, its all fake??" #1 thing i say unintentionally to my friends <3

I can't thank the algorithm enough for letting me find this. I was genuinely on the brink of doing something really, really stupid. Stay strong, everyone. it'll get better.

I should stop hiding my feelings ngl lmaooo

I don't talk about my feelings because I don't know how they'll react. I don't sh because I don't want them to worry I think I'm a monster, but they treat me like I'm pure. I feel like I can't talk to my family, so they step in. I stayed because of them. I hate my life, but I know my friends need me.

Here, if your sibling(s) (or if you don't have a sibling and really need one) make you upset or you just need a hug from them, here's one from me. I can take that place for now <3 (> ^_^ )>

When I was in 7th grade I had most of these songs in my playlist,I would listen to them while I waited for my bus after climbing out of my window because my door was blocked by trash,food,mold,dirty clothes,art stuff, and coke cans. Eventually I wouldn’t get out of bed to go to should and would sleep all day and wake up to a subway sub on my bed from my mom at 8pm before she went to work. I was kicked out of school and rotted in my bed for 9 months before I was sent to a hospital and went to live with my dad. These songs were my life, and I hated living it.

its gotten to a point i dont want anyones comfort or support or them saying if im okay. i just need a hug and someone to be by my side. i dont want to talk about it, i just want people to be here. with no talking. im so fucking done with this life and i dont know where to go or who to trust. i just.. want love for fucks sake. younger me couldnt get it, and i cant either.. i promised myself i'd be better.. now im a fucking loser who doesnt do anything but be on my internet and be a asshole. im.. failing my younger self. what the fuck is wrong with me..

Wow..13k+ people that feel just as empty as me?

Good song to sleep and cry to, who knows which I'll do tonight! :3

4:50 «alone nugget...»

People always say “oh it will get better!” Of just downright don’t believe me at all... I am clinically diagnosed with Depression, and it hasn’t gotten any better for god, i don’t even know how long. I just am tired of everything, feeling like i am nothing and won’t matter. Like no one really cares abt me, and won’t ever. I feel like i would just be better off gone... but then if i am gone, then people would worry, and that stresses me out. I am a massive people pleaser, people come before me. I just hate how i am treated. I hate my life, the way it is. I wish i could go back to being happy, but hell, that is impossible now.I hate my life. I hate me.