Jessie Murph - If I Died Last Night (Official Video)

I'll leave this comment here so that someone likes it and it will remind me of this song 😢

Dealing with some dark depression currently. Hearing her say "if I went to heaven it would still be hell without you there" reminds me I could never put my amazing wife through that

For the record this song is not about suicide. This song is about how important it is to tell your loved ones how much they matter to you before you’re gone.

It’s the part she says “If I died last night, can't stand the thought of you getting that call, dropping your phone, running down the hall blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall and drowning my memory in alcohol” that just gets me in my feels

Jessie Murph can: -Sing amazingly -Write the best songs ever -Make us cry in the middle of the night -ICE SKATING ⛸️ Seriously, why is she that underrated??

My dad took his life when I was almost 11yrs old. Watching my mum deal with the aftermath -- the crying her eyes out, the drinking, the cursing his name, the questioning why -- and then her trying to handle my depression as I grew up... It's been the only reason why I haven't given in and "followed in his footsteps" despite it being the only thing I've ever really wanted, even now almost 13 years later. Lately I've felt so isolated and upset with my mum and her choices that it's been a struggle to resist that desire but this song reminds me why I'm here. While that really hurts, it's better to be here and in pain than to be just a painful memory for someone to deal with. Thank you, Jessie. My mum and I owe you a lot.

God, I Pray For Everyone Feeling This Way. If You Come Across This. I Know You Don't Know Me But You Are Worthy. I know You Feel Alone But Somebody Is Out There Praying For You. I Love You, Man. 🤍🫂🤍

This is a masterpiece.

“Can’t stand the thought of you getting that call dropping the phone running down the hall blaming yourself when shit hit the wall and drowning my memory in alcohol if I went to heaven it would still be hell without you there” hits so hardddd

"Sometimes it's scary what they call love." Love isn't scary, but falling in love is. The part that breaks your heart's not the break up, it's the feeling that you're being rejected or them realising they don't love you back. It hurts.

Some things, they're solid, they're built to last Some things, they fall apart, they break like glass Sometimes it's scary what they call "Love" And how fast "What is" can turn to "What was" Waking up this mornin' and I'm drunk again Without you here Went outside and I lit up a cigarette And it made me think If I died last night in an aeroplane In a pile up on the interstate If I closed my eyes and went up in flames If I took too much and I suffocate It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever So much you'd never get to know If I died last night If I died last night Can't stand the thought of you getting that call Dropping your phone, running down the hall Blaming yourself for when shit hit the wall And drowning my memory in alcohol If I went to heaven, it would still be hell Without you there If I died last night in an aeroplane In a pile up on the interstate If I closed my eyes and went up in flames If I took too much and I suffocate It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever So much you'd never get to know If I died last night If I died last night I'm sorry, I hate this I've never felt so alone I need you now, so come over I just want you to know If I died last night in an aeroplane In a pile up on the interstate If I closed my eyes and went up in flames If I took too much and I suffocate It would tear me apart, it would haunt me forever So much you'd never get to know If I died last night (if I died last night) If I died last night

This girl is gifted to the max. ICE SKATING, RAW MUSIC WRITING, AMAZING VOICE. yall. She is the package deal

I lost my son 4 years ago from an accident. This song popped up on my timeline. I really think it was a message from him. He's telling me he's sorry, I miss him so much. Tyler forever 22 forever loved forever missed

I hope she knows her lyrics save lives ❤

This girl time and time again hits all the dark spots nobody likes to talk about.. her voice is insane and I listen to her songs on repeat.. she takes things to the extreme and I love it

Jessie I’m always here for you,you’re literally my favorite celebrity ❤❤❤❤

Raw talent🔥🔥🔥She still one of my biggest inspirations in this shit. Ima be on top like her soon.. dropped nine videos in the past six months, to anyone that shows love and joins me on my journey to success, I will forever be thankful ❤🙏

Ugh this stage 4 cancer that I can't seem to shake brings me back in every single time. Thank you for creating something that gives us all a chance to heal

Having dealt with depression my entire life and the only thing that kept me from ending it all at 11 being that I was in love, this song hits an old yet open wound I never knew anything could reach or anyone could understand. Especially knowing that I am now 30, still alone and that young child would've never stopped himself if he had known that I'd never know what it felt like to be loved.

It’s hard to not let go and pull the trigger knowing leaving her truly behind would hurt her beyond measure but also when every breath without her is absolute agony. Every day putting on the same fake smile and saying the same fake excuses and lies when all you want is to quit your oxygen addiction.