Being A YouTuber RUINED My Health

EDIT 1: I'm so shocked no one else but one person pointed out that I accidentally used silver lining as a negative meaning instead of positive LOL It was an error from a version of the script I wasnt supposed to read but my tooth hurt too much to rerecord my mistake. HOW DID MORE PEOPLE NOT CATCH THAT THO?? Hope y’all watched to the very last second, cause that ending is top tier in MY opinion. But HUGE thanks for sticking around and watching. I promise I will get my art quality back to normal with the rest of my uploads this year, I just needed something that would be a lot easier on me physically as my body is still recovering and I don’t feel the best. If you wanna help the process along, do support me on Kofi. The money will go towards medical expenses and paying off a team so that my body doesn’t ache so bad. lol Even if you can’t support through Kofi though, just know that you watching my content is making all the difference in my life. So remember to like, comment, subscribe, and PUNCH that bell button so you guys can get notified and not miss out on content. Because I really want this to be the year I put out all my BANGERS and I don’t want y’all to miss a single one! Thanks again bedheads and let’s make 2023 a good year!

Love you so much, PJ. ❤❤❤

If you need to leave for the sake of your health and well being than so be it. We all care about you.

THIS MADE ME CRY 😢 PJ WE LOVE YOU!!!! no ones going to leave just because you are taking care of your health T~T I feel this so hard!!!!! Youtube has ruined my mental health so many times because i wanted to become BIGGER BETTER GREATER!!!!! If there is anyway we can help... PLEASE REACH OUT!!! <3 We will never quit on you!!!

What you do is SO inspiring to countless artists. PJ.. You really have it rough and the fact that you are fighter, punching through this wall of what seems to be a life-threatening dilemma is incredibly admiring. I was scared that I was going to be seeing the end of PJ. No matter what, your health comes first. And thats why it got me so scared watching your video. It was so real. I'm hoping your life will turn healthier and smoother this 2023! We all want to see more videos you make, but most important of all, we want to see you to be happy! Stay healthy and stay safe, we all wish you an amazing 2023! - Hosuh

I wanna say don't leave, but you know what's best for your health. Best wishes any which way

PJ, you are loved and you are supported by this community. If you are gone for a long time, all of us will understand. We will play your videos in the background and we will keep sending positive messages when you do post. Whatever you need, please do it to take care of yourself. We will always be here for you :3

I wanna cry, but not in sorrow. PJ, I understand how you feel. I'm suffer chronic illness and disabilities and I felt I was alone in that, yeah I'm suffering but I don't wanna stop. It's made me feel like "what if you're not as sick or in pain as you think? What if you're faking?" But..no. It's ok to suffer for your craft, but to also take it with moderation and remember our health comes first. Thank you so so much. Please know youre not alone and that you deserve to take time. Your pain is so valid and no matter how long it takes, I love waiting for you to upload 💖🥺

This is so relatable, doing YouTube as just animator by yourself is so unhealthy 😭 I’m so glad I don’t have to fully rely on it anymore and can keep it as just a hobby

girl if you even THINK I'm abandoning you after all the laughs you've given me in my hardest years.. you're wrong. because I love you and I love your channel and I love your attitude towards things and your perseverance to keep going. You're an inspiration to me and everyone else you see in your comment sections and Im so glad you're sticking around. Keep up the good work PJ, I'm right here with you. 💗

I’ve never related to a video so HARDDD. As someone who knows firsthand some of the pain that come with this work, seeing your resilience to keep doing what you love is inspiring and admirable! I hope 2023 treats you well! 🫶✨

Im going to miss u so much ❤and i hope that your health get better

girl i miss u sm pls come back 😭 hope ur safe

"I dont want to just survive anymore! I WANT TO LIVE!" totally not me trying not to cry when PJ said this. Please take care of yourself

As an aspiring Graphic Designer and Animator with PCOS I know your absolute pain. You deserve the breaks, no need to apologize for it. You always produce amazing content and no matter what, you have a loving and understanding fan base behind you backing you up. Stay strong PJ, we all love you ❤

Pj You were one of the many animators that inspired me to continue drawing and I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that I'm glad that you're doing a little bit better now and that you're not quitting just know that whatever other choices you make or whatever happens we love you We'll always be by your side and thank you for your stories and your animations have an awesome day

You did good, PJ…you’ll always be an inspiration. Whenever I need motivation for making animations, I look to you and the story-time animator community. Praying you’re doing well 💜

As someone who has chronic pain I would say pace yourself. Only do YouTube when you feel ok, it doesn't get better, the more you work yourself the worse it gets. Please don't strain yourself ❤️ I'd rather see one video a year than a regular schedule if it meant ur health wouldn't worsen

As a disabled writer, I feel this so much PJ. We love you and thank you for sharing. I needed this reminder it’s okay to not be okay.

PJ is gonna ROCK 2023. We love you!!! Take care.