this breakup changed my life.

I promise you all this video will all make sense… I hope you understand me better. EDIT APRIL 2ND: WOW thank you for your comments ❤ thank you for all the love in the comments. will be trying to read them all today as well❤ thank u

saying “I love being a girl” while crying I felt that.

i literally started crying when you said you didn't remember his laugh, it's so sad that we forget things and people and feelings that once were so important to us

i started bawling my eyes out when you read your old journal because i related to it so much. i always forget that we are all just humans. i love you mai, RICE BALL

if you’re reading this i love you, nothing is permanent and there’s beauty in that so allow yourself to grow unapologetically

From a 34 yr old that's been married for 10 yrs and has 3 kids. I'll tell you these once you find your person non of your past break ups will matter. In fact your forget you even dated other people. Don't take breakups so hard they won't matter later in life

She’s crying filming, crying editing AND NOW IM CRYING WATCHING 😭

The fact she wrote about how she hoped he is going to do well. She was feeling her age. So pure and innocence 💓

I’m crying with you girl. I feel like I’ve gone through similar things/am now and I really needed to hear this vulnerability! It’s helping people, Mai! You’re so great! I love you and your story!

you know the video is going to be good when the thumbnail is a pic of mai crying

“i know that i wont love like that again” oh god mai the girl you are. you’re so real for this

Girl...I admire you so much being able just to be by yourself with your thoughts, such a healthy person weather you recognize it or not just being able to talk about what is affecting your life and confronting your thoughts literally AMAZING!

ive been on this channel since LA days, It's really nice seeing you change and evolving into a better person day by day. I always learn a lot from you. Whats crazy is that I started journaling, reading and practicing my beliefs way more in 2021 because of YOU. I'm so glad I found you. Thank you for this video and your transparency

“Are we changing….or is it that we are letting other people influence the way that we think we need to be” DAMN MAI

"You made me feel my age" Hit somewhere really deep. Love you Mai, I wish you all the best girl!.

Seeing you go through so many journeys and obstacles and seeing you physically GLOW more and more is CRAZY. We are all witnessing your journey from self hate to self love in the span of multiple videos, years, days, weeks. You’re so raw , more people should watch you, know you, talk to you. You are a healer Mai. You have such a high amount of love and good energy. You are contagious and radiate such good vibes. You speak from the soul and just because it’s a video, us as viewers FEEL it Mai. Thank you once again. ❤

i don’t usually comment but mai this video is honestly the most impactful youtube video i’ve ever watched. you’ve been such an inspiration to me for the past couple years and have helped me accept and love myself, ESPECIALLY THE JOURNALING i fell in love with journaling again and it’s helped soooo much. thank you for being so real with us, we barely see it on the internet anymore LOVE YOU MAI 💗💗💗🧙‍♂️

"Why do i care so much about what people think of me"? I felt that on a SPIRITUAL level!!

“ I don’t remember his laugh” that hit something in me 😭. I hope you are much better now and I know how you feel.

personally this was such good timing to hear, i’ve been journaling almost everyday just like you said. it genuinely heals so much inside of me, but it really inspired me to keep journaling even more. not only have i been journaling though, i’ve been working on trying to better understand myself and to know that i watched this video right while im going on this self improvement journey, im glad to know you are too. i’ve watched your videos for years now and this has genuinely been the video that has stuck out to me most. thank you for constantly looking out for your viewers, but just remember to not loose yourself along the way. love you mai❤️