Slaughterhouse 100% | The Finale to my GD Career

Nocturina
Nocturina
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Published 2024-04-14
I don't even know where to begin with this. This level completely killed me. I was a much happier person before I started this and I let it consume me. It's not this level's fault though, it was either this or just another level that would've done it. I'm so lucky that this had a good ending. I started this back in Summer 2022 expecting to do nothing more than some silly short wave challenge runs. I genuinely loved this level. For the first three months I made steady progress getting list percent exactly. After this though things definitely took a turn for the worst. I got worse and way less consistent for reasons unexplainable. After eight months, on March 16th, 2023, I got 83%. An attempt I will never forget. Here I am 21 months later, with a completion that to be honest, sucks. I became so bad on mouse that I literally had no choice but to switch to keyboard at the end of 2023. Not saying that's a bad thing as it was kind of my saving grace temporarily. Throughout the entire 13 month period between my 83% run and completing the level, 12 of those months were spent in a state of complete hopelessness. I could not do the most simple shit because of certain click patterns that my body could not physically do consistently. This is why I use spacebar 22 times throughout my run. I'm disappointed in myself for doing this. This level feels so much easier with this strategy that I'd only say it's slightly harder than The Golden. I'm disappointed that I had to resort to this but what can I expect, I never do anything right. In January 2024, I had to fully drop the level due to just simply being awful yet again. This led me to what I believe was my first actual depressive episode in my entire life. I have never felt anything like what the month following this was. I felt so fucking worthless that I couldn't do what I had already invested 18 months of my life doing. But thankfully, I randomly decided to use spacebar in the middle of March and this completely saved me. With this, I am probably quitting the game as I find it hard to be motivated to beat anything that isn't a new hardest of at least close to it.

As for my TikTok community which is where I really care the most about my platform, I couldn't have done it without the immense support from you guys. I started Slaughterhouse at around 500 followers and had grown to 20,000 followers by the end of it. I was pulling an average 300 viewers per stream by the end of this journey. I met a lot of really awesome people. People who cared about me for who I am and not just some slave who plays this game all day. Of course a lot of the audience on there are still morons but it's easy to ignore those guys and focus on the good ones out there. I've had a lot of people say they enjoy my streams for my character and personality and it really means a lot. I really wish I didn't feel the need to quit here but I just don't enjoy streaming anything else. I find myself getting irrationally angry and just making a complete fool out of myself. I'm truly gonna miss streaming, it was what I looked forward to most days.

From July 10th, 2022 to April 13th, 2024

Attempts: 280,498

River+ (857)
50% [x75], 51% [x266], 52% [x151], 53% [x115]
54% [x18], 55% [x60], 56% [x21], 57% [x18]
Iris+ (133)
58% [x8], 59% [x11], 60% [x23]
61%, 62% [x5], 63% [x51]
64% [x5], 65% [x2], 66% [x4]
Cuber+ (24)
75% [x3], 76%, 77%
78% [x2], 80% [x4], 81%
82% [x3], 83% [x3], 85% [x2]
CDMusic+ (3)
92%, 93%, 100%

Level Rating: 9/10
Level Enjoyment: 9/10
All Comments (21)
  • @icedcave
    holy gg amazing video btw :) and yes, slaughterhouse does that to people but i hope it was worth it
  • @PizzaIsLife5729
    Honestly, this completion is more deserved than a Tidal Wave completion that would take only a couple of months. Even if Slaughterhouse isn’t the hardest level currently in the game, you dedicated 2 years of your life to a level. Just that right there takes incredible mental skill. I’ve never heard of you, but despite that you inspire me more than any other player. I hope the rest of your life comes with fun and great times, and always remember that no matter how dark and depressing times get, light will always shine it’s way through and light will always pull you out at some point. GG on the completion.❤
  • @ZephyriumOfficial
    I don't know who you are. I have never watched a stream of yours. I haven't even heard of you at all until now. But oh my fucking god, I wish I had found you before you quit, because you are so talented at the game AND editing, and from what I know, you have an amazing personality. I have never seen you before, but I can tell you deserved this completion. So, GG!
  • @singagideon
    “the expert in anything was once a beginner.” GG
  • @SyoDraws
    Came here from the parody video 😅. I must say, I'm quite happy for you. Your excitement and joy at completing it was delightfully contagious. 644 days is no joke. GGs. Have a great rest of your day. 😊
  • @Klaux
    This is the first time I ran across your channel, and I just wanted to say I love this video so much! You did an amazing job portraying your journey with the edit ❤
  • @serkkgd
    GG Nocturina, this is surely the most deserved victory of all time. The TikTok community will miss you a lot. Thank you for being there with us!
  • @nordstromgmd
    i’m so proud of you nelson. i always knew from the very start you would pull it off
  • @geckoganster131
    This gave me insane motivation, BIG GG Seeing a person's full carrier and how it ended feels so motivating to do the same. Love the video, you are amazing
  • @noway7891
    what a way to finish up an amazing journey. this is truly inspiring!
  • @dipndipper
    not once, in my 7 years of playing this game, have i ever seen such a deserved feat. ive never met you and likely never will, but everything that you’ve accomplished in your journey has not only felt like a win for you, but also a win for me. every death, every win, every up and every down of your career has hit on a personal note that ive never experienced with another player. your sheer spirit and dedication for this game is genuinely unreal, and will be remembered. the fact that so many people are only finding out about you now and yet still expressing such emotion towards you just goes to show how different you are from other players. i truly wish you the best of luck in life. thank you for everything you’ve done for this community.
  • @spimbles
    reading your description, i finally get it now. why people quit this game after beating the hardest thing they possibly can. its been 10 years and i still beat new hardests and find motivation, so i could never grasp that, but i finally understand that one day i will face a level like this that will break me, too, and make me quit. but i do hope that level would be Slaughterhouse. what an unbelievable achievement this is, mate. absolutely deserved reaction, g fucking g. youve clearly been on an incredible journey, its good to see you out on the highest note possible
  • @toomas228
    At sometimes you wonder… “Is it worth it?” “What’s the point of it anyway?” But you pushed past that. You proved yourself worthy. After all this time. You’re not broken anymore. And you have it now. No more anguish. It’s sat right in your lap. No more deserved than you. Haven’t even watched you before. Felt like putting this here. At some points you realize how much this game can kill you. It’s more than that. This game’s more of a test of who can withstand suffering more.
  • @garlicbread1832
    I've been watching you since beginning of summer 2023 and through all your attempts i am truly grateful i was there watching you play my favorite lvl. Spending hundreds (I'm guessing) of hours watching you and finally seeing you leave has crated a small void in my heart but i am very happy of your completion. Have a great rest of your life and know we are all waiting on your return one day...
  • @Setback45
    Out of all the Slaughterhouse completion videos I have seen (I have watched them all) this one hit the hardest. Thank you for making an impact on this community.
  • @turtlgd
    YESSSSS NOCTURINA I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU. Being able to push through that mental struggle and do something like this is something most people will never truly understand.
  • @shnyt.
    the emotion showcased here is incredibly difficult to comprehend. more than a year of trying to finally achieve this. probably one of the best completion videos internationally. sad to see you go but well done and dont let anyone put you down. <3
  • @germanrinaldi
    The editing of your video made me feel as if it were my story as a GD player, it made me feel sensations that no other GD video had generated in me, congratulations