Message, Delivered From the Departed. ft. audioTopia (Original Song)

Published 2023-09-24
Firstly, I want to thank everyone that came by and participated in my first ever Charity Event Stream earlier last week.. Never in a million years could I have ever thought I’d come to see the day where so many people grouped together to help a cause that was so dear to my heart.. But it happened - WE reached such a HUGE milestone together, and for that I will always be so very thankful for all of you!! I genuinely have no words to say aside from thank you. You don't know how much that truly helped. Thank you for always supporting me, for spending time with me and for being you. I want you to know that you guys have made me who I am today, and I would not have it any other way.. (aside from the bullying in chat) (legit what is up with that) (dang bruh..)

This song is inspired by something I went through in my past and the pressure I went through as a kid.. I was a very try-hard over-achieving type to be fair (let's go asian mentality), so this song was somewhat of a ‘vent’ for the things I wish I could've said way back then.. I used to be upset because I felt like my childhood was mostly consumed by this type of feeling, but if I can be honest, it definitely changed my perspective on a lot of things now and it made me more grateful and appreciative for the little things in life - so I can say that I no longer hold strong negative emotions for it anymore!
SO if you relate to this song in any way, know you’re not alone and your feelings are valid. YOU went through some things but YOU did it! YOU are THAT strong and I am so proud of you ♥ Please know that you are worthy of love, time and attention. You are not alone and you matter so much ♥♥♥

I was honestly very nervous of releasing this at first cos I’m not a singer or a song-writer and I’m not confident in my skills just yet.. but everyone working on this project with me did such an amazing job that I just KNEW I had to..This is the first time I’ve ever made an original song and I could not have asked for a better team!

Thank you (and sorry) to udin (audioTopia) for such an amazing job yet again♥ This was worked on for.. What? A YEAR?? And finally, WE GET TO SEE IT RELEASED YIPPEEE!! Thank you for always helping me and over all being such a wonderful and patient friend.. I had such a blast making this goofy fun song with you!!
Thank you Masfia for producing such an amazing art piece; This song is about something that I went through in the past, and even though I wrote it before bed while being absolutely delirious, it was that kinda thing that once I put it into words, I felt a sense of relief afterwards.. Thank you so much for helping me heal and tell my story through your amazing artwork!! And thank you to Delion for working so hard on the MV, I didnt think you’d go THIS HARD but you did SO AMAZING !! And ofcourse, thank you ID staff-san.. You worked very hard, and I want you to know that I appreciate it alot.. ♥
Genuinely such a great experience working with all of you!

I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT WOOHOO!!
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♥ Original by: Mika Melatika
@MikaMelatika

♥ Producer, Tune & Mix: Udin [@@audioTopia_P]
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♥ Illustration by: Masfia [@Masfia3]
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♥ Video by: delion ( kuli Komis ) [@del1on_80]
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♥ Vocals by: Mika Melatika & Udin

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All Comments (21)
  • @MikaMelatika
    LYRICS: So, where's my happy end? The one you promised me back then I held on to your words I hoped were true But now I'm sad again Let's stop this play pretend I feel the eyes that never ends They sting your skin, their patience thin I suffer for your (I don't think I can say this) And it's not like I have nobody, but Some days I question if you cared about me Am I sick at heart? Am I too fucked up? (Bad!) Deluded from a fantasy Preaching lies, seeking smiles Keep it hidden and don't erupt Just laugh away the thoughts of insecurities (Okay. So, for this part I'm gonna say something cool, like, a cool quote and then you're gonna edit it, so that it's gonna sound like an aesthetic lo-fi, uh, song. So, yeah. Can we do that? C-Can we do that? I think?) CHORUS: I can't get over it Over all the little shit I got so used to this soft abuse I made excuses for your amusement We had enough of this The lying, waiting, dragging under Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying motherfucker? (Motherfucker, motherfucker. I should not have said that word, because I need to monetize my channel at one point...) Sumangga, mas Udin! [Pop off, Udin!] VERSE 2: Janc*k 'i! 'Ndi janji-janjimu? [Ya bastard. I'm sick of your promises!] Lambe, lambe lamis, 'mung nggawakake tangis, bengis [All that sweet talks only hurts me, it angers me deeply] Jaremu setia sampai mati? Alah. Tai! [Said you will be there to the end of me, but didcha really?] 'Ra arep ngundang "sliramu", tapi "raimu"! [Yeah, fuck that. I'm done addressing you endearingly!] I bathe in waterfalls of tears through the day and night [Urip nandhang tangis, awan klawan wengi] Nightmare I can't wake up from, no matter how I tried [Ibarat wong ngimpi, aku kepingin tangi] How long? Abot. Tobat nandhang lara [Uwis? I can't. I can no more bear this pain] Forgive my sin, duh Romo. Ingsun kepingin moro [Ngapunten, dear Father. I think I'm leavin'] CHORUS: I can't get over it Over all the little shit I got so used to this soft abuse I made excuses for your amusement We had enough of this The lying, waiting, dragging under Is decency such a rarity, you constant lying... Whatever
  • @KotokaTorahime
    THIS IS AMAZING MIKA CONGRATS ON THE RELEASE💖💖💖
  • @VezaliusBandage
    It sound amazing Mika senpai!! Congrats on the release!💙💙
  • @EnnaAlouette
    THIS IS SO FREAKING AWESOME MIKA !! So proud of you & everyone else for reaching an incredible milestone ❤
  • @KyoKaneko
    Proud of you!!! Good job on this, love how raw the lyrics and messaging of the song is.
  • @AyundaRisu
    THIS IS AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! congrats for releasing this !!!! EPIC THUMBS UP !!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
  • @junstarias
    after consuming your covers since i found you, getting to see you produce and publish your own original song is so exciting and such a huge milestone □ i can't wait to hear it once it premieres, mika!!!
  • @NenekoAme
    THE SONG HAS A DIFFERENT MEANING NOW WAAAAA 🥹🥹🥹
  • @FonziMGM
    So proud of you for releasing your first original, congrats on the release! You both sounded amazing!
  • @cocainium204
    This song has a whole new meaning now that she's announced her graduation. we'll always love her.
  • @unsuspectingman
    Back here now that it’s all over Truly a life changing experience Thank you all so much! Wishing you all the best chat□□□
  • @Amiaxoxo
    I'm honestly so so proud of where Mika is today and I'm so glad im here to see her shine brighter and brighter. And to everyone struggling with anything, you can do it, and I'm so so proud of you!
  • @majesticfox
    I didn't expect jowo-english mix. That part is incredible. Good work mika and team.
  • @GOTGames
    Well this was amazing! Love the vibes and what an awesome voice!! Definitely need more original songs from Mika!!
  • @Nobreza0804
    I keep coming here everyday, as someone with trust and abandonment issues, this song keeps clicking
  • @Byssian
    Thank you for everything, Mika. Pinky promise o7
  • @Smallweeweeman
    The fact that we all know she is gonna graduate makes all the lyrics hit so much harder😢we’ll miss you, Mika!
  • @MeiKomika
    my all time fav niji original song ❤