"Better Days" - VynallDash

How's it going everyone! VynallDash here, and this time I'm gonna be doing something very special... this is my 4th rap track ever and after toms of back and forth I decided, finally, to upload it here! I hope you all enjoy, stay awesome and remember to share the love!

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Beat used: "No Love" -Arka

Lyrics: what would you tell me if I told you to define love?
the meaning lost itself, and me? ill never have
enough
I just remind myself again and again, that I'll be
hurting if I let this girl be more than a friend
cause I been thinking 'bout this question since my last went away
Ill never find myself forgetting, I've been hurt and betrayed
and so I tell myself 'forget it, live your best till the grave'
and yet I meet someone again, do what I can to be brave

I must be insane- the definitions right on the page
expecting something new to happen and it fills me with rage
just wanna go back to the better days when nothing else mattered
l'd hang with friends in school again and sit among all the chatter
I wanna only worry bout my grades and passing the time
while other kids were passing footballs, l'd be
passing a rhyme
see I was different from 'em, I was just a kid with a dream
I wanted to be famous, didn't wanna play on a team

back then I thought that life was easy, just one hit
and you're done
Inever thought that most of us would have to walk
before run
Inever thought l'd keep on having thoughts of
grabbing a gun
I never thought it'd be this hard to smile and not be so numb

and yet I find myself back here again just tapping away
just tryna set the table once again, keep hunger at bay
I'm starving for attention, man I just don't know
what to say
Ill try to get my fill from John or Jane these does in array

I'm seeing all these people smiling, thinking 'that could be me'
I'm seeing all this love from fans who try to give
sympathy
and yet I find my smile delusive, how sincere could I be-
when earth keeps caving in around me, tell me,
where is the key?
the lock on satisfactions tight, no answer that I can see
till wally's found I'll have to hide myself, pretend to be free
I'll wear this mask I've made myself, though all these thoughts are weighty
I may be running out of steam, you think l'm tired? maybe

(pause)

I'm looking for a way to smile, when pain hits hard as a train
I'm gonna find a way to laugh again and love what I gain
I'm clearing all the cloudy skies above and stopping the rain
I'm dodging all the traffic round me but I'll stay in my lane
I'm going up and never looking back, no longer
insane
I'm gonna make my life my own, on top this castle I'll reign
I'm gonna be the king of me, no more will I feel the pain
I'm bigger than I've ever been before, ill show them my name
this shit that's running through my head is tiring, making me sick-
I'm sick of taking all this pain, now pride's what ill gladly pick
so now ill liberate myself, no longer slave to that shit
I'm finding joy within myself, now all the bad ill omit

so if you ever find you're down and out just listen to me
we all have purpose on this earth and with some time, you'll agree
so when I tell you you are loved just take my words right to heart
don't ever let your mind get best of you and tear you apart
cause everybody on this planet has a reason to live
so we should all stay hand in hand and love is what we should give